Ever since my Kundalini awakening 5 years ago, I have been increasingly struggling with finding a sense of Self and had experienced very slippery identity as memories of past lives started to pile on each other in most recent years. I launched this blog when I started channeling in order to track progress and stories as well as to try to make sense of it all. In parallel I came across valuable teachers such as Suzanne Lie, Jelaila Starr, David Watson and Daniela Rambaldini, as well as co-travelers on the path such as my friends Mylène, Nadia, Catherine and Anne (to name just a few), and topped by the encounter of my now life partner Matthew (all of which I am aware to know in other realms and other times as well). For that I am forever grateful. Nevertheless, my not knowing of WHO (the fuck) I AM was still troubling and in an effort to reconcile my multidimensional Self, as many know, I completely turned my life around. For almost a year I fell back in survival mode and for the past 6 months nothing was seemingly moving.
9 weeks ago I got fed up with floating in the void and I decided to try to make a “deal” with my spirit guides. If they were expecting me to lead and teach or whatever task they wanted me to do, I wanted support, help and clear guidance to move forward and make things happen. I laid down the conditions upon which I was committing to go on, otherwise I would quit channeling altogether and settle on living a simple life with my home tattoo studio and my son.
Let me tell you that the second I reached out to state my resolve, spirit instantly stepped in. I guess they were not disposed to let me go so easily. The first voice I heard was of Goddess Ishtar and the sentence “I am Naga”. Being already aware of my Reptilian heritage, I was not too shocked. From that point they asked me to adopt an open attitude commit to channel with them a little every day. At first I thought they meant I had to write for them on my blog everyday but I quickly realized the messages were of a more personal nature so I quit publishing quite rapidly.
Over the next few weeks I was led through a process of quick updates, comprised of channeled info, nightly traveling and dream work, books to read and people to meet. I got up to date with Annunaki history, a part of our galactic background I never been drawn to before (I believe I wasn’t ready for it anyway) and I circled back to the Nibiruan Council information about DNA recoding. I realized then that I had been stuck at level 6 for a good while and believe it or not, once “unblocked” I flew through the last stages at light speed. Major releases and challenges manifested and I was put face to face with some of my major fears along with situations triggering all sorts of emotional baggage to be transmuted, especially regarding guilt and shame. I even lost a few friends I held quite dear in the process.
Two weeks before the end or my 8 weeks “probation period” I even had a mini meltdown, digging deep in my childhood and sense of self-worth. I thank Matt for being there for me and knowing exactly how to support me through it. I had chosen to complete my evaluation period on 9/9/2016 (9) because numbers sounded cool and I was also in vacations, which sounded ideal to have free head space to reflect on the whole thing. Synchronistically enough, my friend Mylène spontaneously decided to visit us in Toronto. On top on not being in touch that often, she’s the one that really triggered major leaps for me when everything started with astral travelling 2-3 years ago. We were together when guides started to manifest and with her I learned energy healing and other interesting modalities. So the coincidence of having her present on that specific day was especially uncanny. We haven’t done work together in ages but, evidently, on 9/9/9 I was on the table with her leading the session. Although I had a sense I was pretty much done with recoding at that point but I honestly didn’t expect much.
During the session I saw myself reborn from a dragon egg, on a spaceship, in a room surrounded with many luminescent symbols. After that in was welcomed by creatures I identified as being Alpha Draconian. Again, I didn’t think much of it on the spot since symbolic rebirth is a common visual triggered in energetic calibration but as I came back in the room I felt a strong and foreign sense of calm and stability like I haven’t felt in a while.
The next morning in the shower, my full oversoul consciousness got downloaded in my mind, complete with detailed identity and personality. It was so sudden and I felt so much like “someone” that I thought I had just experienced a Walk-in. But with some probing I understood it really was just a huge information packet opening up. Just like that, in an instant, everything about the past 5 years and actually about my WHOLE LIFE became clear and made so much sense to me. All the scattered bits of me, my oddly matched interests, my lack of gender identity, my crazy nightly dream adventures from early age, everything. It would be too long to relate everything in details now but all the pieces of my unraveled tapestry assembled on the morning of September 10, 2016. And today, for the first time I get to tell my own story.
As much as possible ill use vocabulary and time bases sequences that makes sense for us but keep in mind that many concepts cannot be expressed in human language, especially regarding the experience of multidimensionality, alien technologies and space time travel.
I am Kindrana Melchizedek, what you could call a Draconian priestess. Although this statement might make you recoil at first, I ask you to hear my story before you judge me.
Eons ago, I was born on a very distant planet on the outskirt of the Orion star system. This planet was a very small one with no name other than a sting of numbers, and not very hospitable for life. Its soil was red and its toxic atmosphere of a dirty purple color. This place was exploited as a mining outpost of a major Draconian colony and was mainly extracting gold as well as a small amount of other rare and precious metal not available on your planet, used to create highly technological circuitry. Life was not sustainable on this planet so we had to create pockets of breathable atmosphere where the workers and laboratories were established and individuals needed constant protections against the ambient radiations. Once in a while, a scout ship would come by and drop supplies and sometimes also workers. It was not possible for us to bread and reproduce in this place. Our eggs were too fragile to withstand the harsh environment and the colony would not invest on hatching facility for such a small outpost. Eggs were hatched on the bigger facility ships and then dispatched on the smaller colonies. But my story started differently. My egg was laid on the planet and when it was found (maybe ad and and a half after my mother had left me to die), it was already strangely discolored. By miracle, a scout ship unexpectedly came for supplies that day and since Draco’s eggs are quite precious (females only lay one egg and not very often) and every workers head counts, my egg that was still viable was thrown in with the others to be hatched on the closest facility ship. No one had very high expectations for me and if I was to make it functional enough, I would most likely make a simple mine worker at best. In my colony, damaged individuals were not allowed to live if were of no use for the group. Impaired hatchlings were simply disposed of, in a quick and what you’d call humane manner. When I hatched I was indeed smaller than the others but also of a strange blue gray color and one of my eye would not quite match the other but I was otherwise in good health. In the colony, a strict caste system was enforced and younglings were quickly evaluated in their specific talents and ability to be sorted through your equivalent of a school system. The strong and smart ones would become military. The able but not so smart one would become workers. The smart but not too strong ones would end up as various type of scholars. You can imagine I fell in the later category.
From a young age I set myself apart from my kins not only in looks but also in
intellect. It seemed my mind didn’t work quite as the others and I was showing a special kind of creativity in problem solving and at figuring out new ways of doing things. What I was losing in popularity with my mates I would quickly gain in respect from my “teachers”. My strong suit was in the field of what you humans would consider alchemy. Part chemistry in the studies of metal and their properties, part “magic” in the taming of energy fields and molecular alteration. Before long I would conceptualize technologies you humans could not even begin to comprehend.
With me coming of age (at a stage of life you would consider being a very young adult) I was shipped back to my outpost as a trainee to take my place as a field scientist. Despite my natural talents, my lineage unknown and looks would not have been well received in the innermost colonies where I would have been treated as low bread and thus I would not have been able to occupy any position of importance. As years went by I quickly adjusted to the outpost’s dynamics. Understand that we were mainly pacific individuals as there was no one there to invade and fight with. Military presence was almost nonexistent and our lives were of pure scientific interest and hard labour. As I got older I took on increasing responsibilities and finally ended up in charge of the mining operations on the planet. By the end I was what you’d consider a middle age adult and was leading just under 60 Dracs working the field.
What actually happened I’ll never know, but my understanding is that political changes happened in the administration of the fleet and we were somewhat at war. Either our fleet was pushed further in the vicinity of the system or it was decided that our outpost was not worth the resources or trouble, but one day the scout ships stopped visiting altogether. As days dragged by we started to be increasingly agitated as food and the chemical supplies that were keeping us alive were not coming. Our stand lasted for a few planetary cycles (that would not make sense in Earth time.) and by the end only a handful of us remained. The others died of radiation poisoning and we were the last one waiting to die in the last atmosphere pocket we managed to preserve.
That’s when the Galactic Federation ship came. We were rescued and taken on board and we were healed and mended. Most of the crew of the ship were Arcturians and soon we were all dispatched to new quarters, according to our own specific background. Needless to say that as Draconians we were not the most heavily represented race on board of the mothership and as part of the Federation as a whole. Nevertheless I was received by a few of my kins, some renegade Melchizedeks that seemed a little fanatic to me with all their talk of integration and polarities. I could not make any sense of what there were saying and all I had ever known was “alchemy” and the powers of “alloys” and “circuitry”. This is where my personal ascension process began. I was both trained by the Melchizedeks in the ancient art of encryption and data relaying. Upon eons I made my way through the different decks of this multidimensional ship (to understand more about the ship, refer to Suzane lie’s book, Life on the mothership) and was eventually sent to study on Arcturus itself. By that time I was long done with my reptilian body and in higher dimensions I was able to take on any shape I liked. On Arcturus I sported the lean translucent blue bodies of the natives although my energetic signature never fooled anybody there: I was always the “oddity”, the “outsider”, the “special case”, in comparison to the multitude of Pleiadian, Andromedan and Sirian souls streaming every day. I still managed to make dear friends on Arcturus during training, one of which, Mylene, was to play an important role in unlocking my memories and potentials later on in Karine’s incarnation.
I learned for the Master of Time how to incarnate in future and past timelines to heal, mend and alter matrices. During that time I incarnated and walked-in in countless apocalyptic timelines to try and change outcomes. At some point I have been assigned to develop this part of the universe in order to hold a new experiment in polarity integration. I had become what you could call a Reality Engineer. Through my training on Arcturus I also became very proficient with crystals and I was eventually sent to earth to create a brand new grid to hold consciousness and encrypt it with the necessary data for this matrix to operate. I was already there for a long time when the Nibiruans came (the ones you call Annunaki). I am not sure how much the 5D Nibiruans knew about GF presence in this part of the Universe but we simply decided to let them play in the game. When they arrived I was both etherically incarnated in the aethers, monitoring energetic fluctuations on the grid and also as a physical serpent-like native of the planet (Nāga) of which I was a sort or high ranked “priestess” (for lack of a better term). In that form I did not retain my whole memories of higher dimensional incarnations but I was still quite versed in the knowledge of metal properties and the Nibiruans took interest in my abilities to alchemize gold. Although they still viewed us natives as somewhat “inferior” to them in our tribal ways, they still recognized the hold we had on this planet and the quickly managed to create different alliances with the local clans. I know I incarnated multiple times in the near surrounding of the Nibiruans and although these memories are still a bit fuzzy I know that the misuse of scalar technologies I’ve been working on contributed in the destruction of Maldek (actually I believe I created the very device that served its destruction, maybe in a subconscious attempt at revenge for being previously abandoned by my kind. Read more in “We are the Nibiruans”) and/or the disintegration of Mars atmosphere.
Nevertheless, the decision to let the Nibiruans play on Earth was not the best the GF has made, although it would have been hard to prevent since it was strictly programmed as a free will experiment. The GF then tried to counteract the Annunaki destructive tendencies by sending envoys through the 3d veil of amnesia in “lulus” bodies (the humans genetically altered by the Nibiruans) orchestrating their lives to accomplish certain tasks. The Nibiruans recklessness and immaturity went close to terminate our meticulously crafted matrix more than once and their tempering with genetics created multiple monstrosities that could very well have hindered humans genetic ability to evolve spiritually.
Since my birth planet was never really mine (and not too hospitable anyway) and Arcturus my foster home, being basically a glorified GF refugee, embracing its vision an mission, Earth is the only place that I truly ever felt home. I never was too fond of the humans themselves but I deeply connected with the core of Gaia and she welcomed me as her child, no matter which face I would take on next. It was my utmost desire to see Her thrive. When I incarnated as Marcus, last Grand Priest of Atlantis, I was replaying my own karma as Kindrana in attempt to heal the timeline and save humanity along with their ancestral knowledge. When I failed my heart broke in a million pieces. Still, I was able to preserve the Lemurian library in crystal capsules to be open upon the time of (re)ascension, 13 500 years later or so.
After the Fall I signed up to join Earth’s crew and try to clean up the mess. Incarnation after incarnation I infused part of me and my knowledge to multiple humans (consciousness shards) in order to return Earth to her former 5D state and give back their multidimensionality to mankind. Among other things I remember hiding some very important bits of knowledge in Egypt and using scalar technologies to build massive constructions around the world. Fun fact: I know that part of my knowledge and personality was imprinted on Leonardo Davinci incarnation blueprint.
Like I said before, I never was a huge human lover but more than anyone I learned to appreciate them for the value of their diversity and identity. Being an all-time rebel myself, forever lacking unity in community, my individuality was my most prized “possession”. I also understand that human’s wide range of emotions make them prime vehicle to learn and integrate polarity. I realize now that I didn’t just come to incarnate in this Now to heal the planet but also to heal myself. Being so different I always felt I had to work double to prove my worth. In my feeling isolated, serving others has always been my way to survive. I understand it’s a stigmata I imposed on myself in my continual quest for “redemption”. It is time for me to let go of my karma of sacrifice to finally free myself and allow me to create limitlessly.
For the fun of imaginative depictions, you could picture me as a mix of World of Warcraft races with the built of a female Orc, with a darker shade of olive green scaly skin. My legs are back bend and my tail brooches the floor, somewhat like the hind end of a Dranei but with strong reptile feet. My hands are agile and prehensile but you’d most likely find my claws intimidating. My face is set forward and I bear faun like horns, most like the Dranei but in a more lizard like fashion as my nose is very flat and large. My teeth are numerous and pointy, but I do not feature protruding tusks. My head it topped by a long ridge of dark red spines that would almost look like a Mohawk haircut to you. I enjoy simple adornments on my nose and long pointy ears, somewhat like the Orcs but my garment is quite simple as I never liked to identify with “real” Melchizedeks and their typical flare. Note that although I am gendered as “female” at this dimensional level, I do not sport mammalian features like breasts. My eyes are not like you would imagine. They are of a milky white color, slightly emanating an opalescent light, somewhat like the Night Elves. This specific type of vision feature allows me to monitor in many dimensions at the same time.
I actually believe that this specific persona was born in 5D “recently” to serve in this specific time and age because although the new Kindrana looks a lot like the former from the story, I feel that she died a long time ago. The current Kindrana doesn’t have the skin discoloration and she clearly stated to me that she was “a descendant of Kindrana, honoring her name and sharing her memories but none of her genetic makeup”. I don’t really know how she was “conceived” or how she came to be. Some multidimensional dynamics are still unknown to me but I have to say I feel she was somewhat engineered. I am Her but she is also spanned across a bunch of simultaneous 3D incarnations and we are both part of the same vast oversoul (that I can also channel if needed, as well as other manifestations of me, for instance my former Arcturian guide and twin soul Assinidoine). I hope this makes some sense and can help others to conceive what being multidimensional feels like.
Although I have actively been working on the 5D grid overnight for a while to create and support the New Earth’s matrix and attempted closing, merging and mending of its multiple timelines, I came here incarnated in 3D to teach and promote compassion above all. Tolerance and acceptance for the renegades and the outcasts of this world and others. I don’t believe in wars and conflicts and I believe the only enemy is within. The part of us that fears the Other, denying others’ truth and right to exist. We see the Other as “less than” us, we depersonalize and blame. By doing so we disconnect ourselves from ourselves. By rejecting something or someone unpleasant we refuse to take a look at the hurting part or ourselves it mirrors and therefore create fragmentation and suffering. Acceptance of All is ultimately the acceptance of oneself and to truly love oneself requires to unconditionally love others. One does not precede the other. It’s a conjoined process we navigates in Self learning and progressive release of limiting beliefs and emotional blockages/baggage (Saṅkhāra). The truth is that we are all guilty of unspeakable horrors, in this life of another. Letting go of our karmic contracts is also freeing everybody we are bound to. Each of us has the ultimate power of healing the world.
In order to regain multidimensionality as well as our full psychic “powers” (enabled by the waking of our dormant DNA strands and activation of our light body) we need to heal that crystallized karma (past and present life emotional baggage). For this propose we (re)play different roles for each other, pushing evolution through challenging situations (To learn more read the DNA recoding update booklet and The mission remembered). Like I said numerous time before, it is my knowledge that recoding and regaining multidimensionality (psychic perceptions, communication with guides, intuition etc.) doesn’t require any kind of specific or harsh training. It is not either a born talents nor one reserved to the an elite. Those “gifts” simply come as a “side effect” of one continual effort in “clearing”.
I do not wish to serve anymore but I may still be able to help you through this process by challenging your beliefs or by triggering emotional shifts. I am now also perfectly happy to simply hold space for you to exist as you are, without any need to change anything, unconditionally accepting who and what you are, whether you know who and what you are, or who and what I am.
With all my love,
note: this text came to me in a single stream of information, spanned on a few writing sessions but with barely no edits.